2012

12 days had passed ever since 2013 started.
It's late but I thought I would still like to sum up 2012.
In 2012, I made an effort to take part in my school activities, had a super awesome birthday celebration in school, made the best pottery I ever made in school, got really stress over O's and eventually fall ill, attended BigBang concert ( & got a seat where I couldn't even see their faces ): ), Graduated from my school, Dress up wrongly for Prom ( Which I got mistaken as a teacher and became a joke for the rest of the day. ) and lastly ended my 2012 by watching a movie with my lovely friends.

Lazy to upload photos so I shall end with this cutie!

Love

Had been sick for more than a week but thankfully I'm starting to feel better right now. Those days was literally the worst days I ever had since this year start. However, tough times made me realise things that I took for granted and those sweet friends that I had. Super grateful for my momma and papa during those days I'm sick. Even if it's means looking after me over the night and heading to work straight the next morning. Also, when my sissy brought a cupcake back to cheer me up. 
Love. :')

Suffocating

I like the word suffocating because I always knew how it felt to be suffocated, feeling breathless. Tonight, I realise I could no longer bottle up any more of my negative feelings. I'm literally having a mental breakdown, I lose control of my thoughts and I'm suffocating myself.

Out of all the broken people out there, I asked myself. Why me?
Why am I the one that fought so hard to get out of the life I hate and yet still suffering now? Why am I the one always feeling insecure? Why am I getting a little too paranoid these days? Why am I feeling extreme discomfort everyday? Why am I always stuck at the past? Why am I getting tortured by my thoughts every single night? Why am I so weak against my fears? Why me?

I miss those innocence, I miss those hugs, I miss those smiles, I miss myself being happy.
Someone please just teach me, how to fight those fears? I'm fucking suffocating every fucking single night.

Korean BBQ

Had Korean BBQ at 2D1N last month or few weeks back? Dinner was pretty awesome with all the yummy Korean cuisine and great company. :-)

Magic wands and poppin bottles.

Harry Potter Exhibition

After the Exhibition, we rushed down to Twelve cupcakes but to only greeted by the closed shop. Disappointments! No Golden Egg necklace, no cupcakes! ): 

Nabins to chill, great ambience.

Let's start afresh.

Picture Credit: Google

I probably lost counts of the number of blogs I had deleted over the years. This is another new blog, a new start. Hopefully, this will remain. Mid year examination had just ended and like what I expected, my result was horrible. When everyone was overjoyed with their grades, I was feeling extremely discouraged. Claiming that I will do better than anyone for the next examination just to make myself feels a little better. Generally, this year had been passing real fast and I am still unsure if I am ready for my O levels examination. Ultimately, I still have to face this major exam of my life. I just hope that I could stay interested and achieve my targets by year end.